selmerist's Xanga

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 10:18:32 GMT

Fuck you China Bitch. China Bitch = CB = Chee Bye

Sorry I know this sounds really low class but the message I am trying to get across here is that if you ever dare to upset Butt again I will not let you off.

Try me.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:11:19 GMT

Why are you so bad and selfish? You truly don't deserve a good friend like her now..

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 09:35:56 GMT

I am so tired of waiting for you to notice me. I am so tired to the point I am giving up. Yes, I'm giving up. I don't want to be sad anymore.. I wish I wish..

I've also realised something: I have an endless stream of tears.

Monday, November 09, 2009

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 10:34:54 GMT

In pain But seriously I don't have the time to go to the doctor's! Hopefully I can bear with it and go to the hospital in Singapore..

Saturday, November 07, 2009

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 09:09:23 GMT

Study mode *turn on*

Friday, November 06, 2009

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 20:57:14 GMT

When we finally have nothing to say anymore..

On a happier note, Mamma Mia last night was a blast! (Although personally I had higher expectations)

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Should I go? What if he tells me "I'm sorry, you......................................................................."

Haiz

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 03:32:19 GMT

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 21:26:57 GMT

Blog blog blog blog blog blog blog blog blog

Seems like there's nothing else I can do. Why am I such a failure why do I suck so much? Last night I knelt down and apologised to my god, hopefully for his forgiveness and now this shit happens.

What is wrong with me? Why am I so emotionally affected by the smallest of things? I really feel like beating myself up. Bff doesn't even want to talk to me.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Fuck off
FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate me all you want. I am meant to be hated anyway. I am not a good person.. I am bad, I am evil. I curse and I swear.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Will I be happy again? NO.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 21:18:48 GMT

So painful.. So painful..

God, save me.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 08:28:39 GMT

I really should stay at a low profile and not write on people's wall in the future.

I really, really suck so much.

Once again, I'm really sorry............................................